{"id":201,"date":"2024-05-21T04:34:03","date_gmt":"2024-05-21T04:34:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/?p=201"},"modified":"2024-07-31T14:30:04","modified_gmt":"2024-07-31T14:30:04","slug":"now-fat-fat-fat","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/2024\/05\/21\/now-fat-fat-fat\/","title":{"rendered":"FAT FAT FAT"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Now that I have solved my cock problem, a new one will take its place. Oh fuck fuck what the weight scale shows. Ten kilos more than a year ago. Oh fucking fuck. Nice indeed. How can life treat like this? I&#8217;ve been eating healthy and watching my weight and exercising and still, fuck, nice. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now I hear a familiar voice hello: &#8220;Hey its Onslow where have u been?&#8221;. &#8220;I have monitored your weight and came to the conclusion that the main guilty is not you but the beer. &#8220;Thanks, but do you think I drink too much?&#8221;. &#8220;Well if you want the same stomach as mine then it\u00b4s ok, but otherwise you should limit the beer a bit&#8221;. &#8220;And also limit the pills you pop&#8221;. &#8220;Oh, thanks Onslow it was so fucking nice to see u&#8221;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I take the subway to the center and the nightmare continues. What I see is just fat everywhere. Balloon bellies, fat butts and very overweight people eating a chocolate bar or sipping lemonade from a mug. I feel anxious and I want to scream:&#8221;Mom I don\u00b4t want to get fat again&#8221;. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had a phase in my life when depression hit. I gained weight and developed type 2 diabetes. I am an orphan but the mother of my foster family and her child who was like a sister to me died. They too had an overweight problem. Fuck, I don\u00b4t want to die. Fuck I\u00b4m too young. I was indeed thirty kilos overweight at the time diabetes came to my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now I have still diabetes 2 even I lost that 30 kilos, but now it came 10 kilos back fuck fucking fuck, nice. That`s the metabolism of the diabetes 2 and pills and beer and winter. At the winter cold and dark could make a cortisol bomb. Fuck that\u00b4s maybe the main reason for both general fat and pubic fat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But how am I going to hit on women at the swimming stadion in the summer now? Oh fucking fuck. Relax, relax situation isn\u00b4t so bad it feels. I have probably also increased my muscle mass because I have been going to the gym. Perkele now started a strict aerobic regimen on top of the gym and diet. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Now that I have solved my cock problem, a new one will take its place. Oh fuck fuck what the weight scale shows. Ten kilos more than a year ago. Oh fucking fuck. Nice indeed. How can life treat like this? I&#8217;ve been eating healthy and watching my weight and exercising and still, fuck, nice. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/2024\/05\/21\/now-fat-fat-fat\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;FAT FAT FAT&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-201","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/201","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=201"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/201\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":332,"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/201\/revisions\/332"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olivertwistys.com\/diary\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}